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Title: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: hayleynibhaoleafh<3'scelticwoman! on May 26, 2012, 04:02PM Hello my forum family! xxx
I havent been in in quite a while. And those times I did get in, I had just enough time to skim thru' some posts, maybe reply very quickly to a couple... But I have not really participated, nor replied to messages in a while and I tearfully apologize. You have always been and shall always be in my heart. Honestly, my depression has come to the point where I am at the end of my rope. I am pushed to the edge and it won't take much to push me over. I just can't muster up the energy to really do much of anything anymore. But I decided that nothing will ever get better if I "just sit and mope". So this week, I will work very hard in catching up and most importantly, reading and replying to every single message. :) But there's something else... something that will cause me to not be here after June 6th for only God knows how long... 3 months? It could be more, it could be less. I don't know. It has to do with a story that I have never told. One that will be difficult to understand... possibly even believe. I swear with everything in me that every word is Truth. I would like to share it with you... but I am afraid that it will be nigh impossible until I return... So here's the long story short: I was roughly separated from my true family years ago when I was in an accident which has left me with amnesia. This is all I can put out there for now. The trip will be with a friend. It will begin on June 6th and will be dangerous so I implore you to please please remember us in your prayers! The trip has to do with the long story short. When I return, I can tell you the entire story. I hope that I will return. I have every intention to, I have promised myself, and now I promise you. I promise I'll be back. This venture is necessary... because I won't last another year. And if we do not go now, then what we venture twords will doon cease to be. We can't wait any longer. I won't like and say I am not afraid. In the event that I don't come back... Know that no matter where I may be, I will forever be watching over you. I love you all like my dear family, I am grateful for your friendships, your care, your kindness, and your saving grace. More than once has my life been saved here. God Bless you all, your families... and may your dreams come true for you. Remember... the end is always happy in some way even if we can't see it. So if there's no happiness... it's not yet the end. All my love, Hayley xo :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Kevin R.I. on May 26, 2012, 05:11PM I`ll be thinking ofmy Irish `lil sis....LOVE you! :-* :-*
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Jennifer on May 29, 2012, 10:17AM I'll be thinking of you, little sister. I love you!
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: IloveyouSarahBurke!! <3 on May 29, 2012, 03:19PM I love you!! And I`ll be thinking of you too... *mwah*
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: hayleynibhaoleafh<3'scelticwoman! on May 30, 2012, 07:17PM Thank you all, you are so kind. I love you all so much :-*
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: MarleneDFan1901 on May 31, 2012, 12:29AM :'( pls be careful ill be thinking of u :-*
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: hayleynibhaoleafh<3'scelticwoman! on June 01, 2012, 05:41PM Thank you sweetie xxxxx :-* love you other half
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: maverick00725 on June 02, 2012, 08:33PM you will be in my thoughts and prayers little sis. always remember that your friends are here for you.
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: hayleynibhaoleafh<3'scelticwoman! on June 03, 2012, 07:25PM Thank you so much, you're very sweet :-*
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Kevin R.I. on June 04, 2012, 05:39AM HAYLEY is the sweet one "hee ah" ::) ::) ::) ::) ::)
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Patti Plays Pipes on June 08, 2012, 04:10PM To echo Kevin... you still here Hayley????
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Emer Dreamer on June 08, 2012, 06:33PM To echo Kevin... you still here Hayley???? I remember Hayley mentioning in her post that June 6th was the last time she'd be on the Forum for at least 3 months. I hope she comes back sooner. :( ??? Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: RoAR on June 11, 2012, 11:04PM Through my negligence, I totally missed this message until it was too late! Sorry, sis!
I'll be praying for you! Love ya, sis! :-* Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: hayleynibhaoleafh<3'scelticwoman! on June 16, 2012, 02:05PM Thank you :)
Here is a quick update.... Everything became one huge mess. I got pnemonia first.... then did a part of the trip in one day. Then I was in a car accident. I just got out of the hospital... I have to go right now. The meds are making me very tired and a little unsettled. I'll try to come in an reply to all my messages in a bit. I'm very sorry for all this mess and confusion... xx Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Kevin R.I. on June 16, 2012, 04:59PM the bottem line is...we love you Hayley :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-*
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: hayleynibhaoleafh<3'scelticwoman! on June 17, 2012, 04:42PM the bottem line is...we love you Hayley :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* Thank you so much... it means the world to me.... :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* Love you back! xxxxx Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Emer Dreamer on June 17, 2012, 04:55PM Still thinking and praying for you too Hayley. :) :-* ...James
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Jennifer on June 19, 2012, 10:29PM Still thinking about ya Hayley! Love you! :-*
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: RoAR on June 20, 2012, 10:03PM Still praying for you, Hayley! Please Please Please try to stay safe as much as possible. I don't want to lose my friend so soon! :-*
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: hayleynibhaoleafh<3'scelticwoman! on August 26, 2012, 04:12PM Hello everyone
It's painful how much I miss you all. I think of each one of you every day and send you love and hugs. All I can ask is that you please keep praying... things are not well. I am not well... This is all I can say for now. I did get a Facebook and Twitter to help keep in touch... Im there under my name, Hayley Ni Bhaoelafh. A few of you have already found me. Some Im not sure if it is you because I don't know your last name or what you look like. I have every intention of coming back like I used to normally in the next few months. I'm sorry it can't be sooner, that cannot be helped. :'( I wish each of you all the happiness in the world and can only hope that you forgive me for being such a neglectful friend... forever, hayley xoxoxoxox Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Kevin R.I. on August 26, 2012, 05:12PM I miss you soooooooooooo much Hayley....hope you`re okay...LOVE you much...your big bro. :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-*.....hope you haven`t forgotten to speak RHODE ISLAND ::)
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: IloveyouSarahBurke!! <3 on August 26, 2012, 07:43PM I haven't been on in awhile, but I just wanted to say...
I luvs my Hayley sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Come back to us soon and be safe! :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Kevin R.I. on August 27, 2012, 02:47PM I luvs Hayley , too :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-*
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: hayleynibhaoleafh<3'scelticwoman! on October 30, 2012, 04:39PM Dear friends, my family...
I have so many updates for each of you, but for now, I just want you to know that I'm alive! lol! I love you xo hayley Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Emer Dreamer on October 30, 2012, 05:07PM Dear friends, my family... YAY!!! Hugs for Hayley! :) :) :)I have so many updates for each of you, but for now, I just want you to know that I'm alive! lol! I love you xo hayley Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: RoAR on November 01, 2012, 11:35AM WHERE ARE YOU??????????? It's been ages!
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Kevin R.I. on November 01, 2012, 12:51PM we miss you very much Hayley :)
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: sunflower on November 02, 2012, 11:49PM Hayley!!!!! I miss you!!!You're in my prayers. Please feel better soon! *hugs*
Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: IloveyouSarahBurke!! <3 on November 04, 2012, 05:22PM Aww.. Hayley... I miss you... :(
Feel better... *mwah* Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: littlecubspirit on January 09, 2013, 10:21PM I am sorry to hear all that is going on in your life. Though I have not had a chance to meet you yet, it is obvious to me that you are a very special person and have had quite an impact on our little community here. I am putting out all the good energy and prayers I can for you. I will do all I can from afar to see you safely home to us, dear Hayley. If it is possible for us to love someone we have yet to meet please know that I love you. I have been there, at rock bottom. I have even tried to take my own life. And I have physical issues as well, perhaps similar in limitations to the injuries you have sustained. I can speak from my heart and tell you that wherever you are you are not alone.
Misha Title: Re: A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told... Post by: Jennifer on January 27, 2013, 06:38PM Hope you're doing OK Hayley! Love you!
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