Very nice poems Misha! I agree 100%, we all are a work in progress, and that friends are there always, thought the good and the bad.
One quote that comes to my mind, and one you might recognize is this: "Happiness can be found in even the darkest of times, but only if one remembers to turn on the light"
We all care about you very much and don't want anything to happen to you. You really are a butterfly, inside and out.
Never forget it!
If you (or anyone else) ever needs to talk or vent, I'm here.