A Trip, Some Prayers, Depression, And A Story I Have Never Told...

Hello my forum family! xxx

I havent been in in quite a while. And those times I did get in, I had just enough time to skim thru' some posts, maybe reply very quickly to a couple... But I have not really participated, nor replied to messages in a while and I tearfully apologize. You have always been and shall always be in my heart. Honestly, my depression has come to the point where I am at the end of my rope. I am pushed to the edge and it won't take much to push me over. I just can't muster up the energy to really do much of anything anymore. But I decided that nothing will ever get better if I "just sit and mope". So this week, I will work very hard in catching up and most importantly, reading and replying to every single message.

But there's something else... something that will cause me to not be here after June 6th for only God knows how long... 3 months? It could be more, it could be less. I don't know. It has to do with a story that I have never told. One that will be difficult to understand... possibly even believe. I swear with everything in me that every word is Truth. I would like to share it with you... but I am afraid that it will be nigh impossible until I return... So here's the long story short: I was roughly separated from my true family years ago when I was in an accident which has left me with amnesia. This is all I can put out there for now.
The trip will be with a friend. It will begin on June 6th and will be dangerous so I implore you to please please remember us in your prayers! The trip has to do with the long story short. When I return, I can tell you the entire story.

I hope that I will return. I have every intention to, I have promised myself, and now I promise you. I promise I'll be back. This venture is necessary... because I won't last another year. And if we do not go now, then what we venture twords will doon cease to be. We can't wait any longer. I won't like and say I am not afraid.

In the event that I don't come back... Know that no matter where I may be, I will forever be watching over you. I love you all like my dear family, I am grateful for your friendships, your care, your kindness, and your saving grace. More than once has my life been saved here.

God Bless you all, your families... and may your dreams come true for you. Remember... the end is always happy in some way even if we can't see it. So if there's no happiness... it's not yet the end.

All my love,

Hayley xo Kiss